Uncomfortable

 adjective un·​com·​fort·​able | \ ˌən-ˈkəm(p)(f)-tər-bəl  , -ˈkəm(p)(f)-tə-bəl, -ˈkəm(p)-fər-tə-bəl, -ˈkəm(p)-fə-tə-bəl, -ˈkəm-fər-bəl, -ˈkəm-fə-bəl\ Definition of uncomfortable 1: causing discomfort or annoyance; an uncomfortable chair; an uncomfortable performance 2: feeling discomfort : UNEASY was uncomfortable with them   ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ There are hardly any situations that I find where I feel uncomfortable.  If you put me in a room without anyone that I know, I'm 99% sure that I can find someone within the first 5 minutes & strike up a conversation.  …

Power

pow·er   /ˈpou(ə)r/ noun 1. the ability to do something or act in a particular way, especially as a faculty or quality. "the power of speech" 2. the capacity or ability to direct or influence the behavior of others or the course of events. "she had me under her power"   ~ * ~ * ~ * …

Magic Mornings & almost turning 40

In the last blog post (found HERE), I finished it by writing that I had created something for myself that I'm absolutely loving & am unapologetic about.  I nicked named my new morning thing - Magic Morning.  It stems from the book The Miracle Morning & after following a few new folks on Instagram, I …

Selfish is not a bad word

According to the last post - the last blogpost was just shy of a year ago.  But looking back to this time last year - I was busy.  So so so stinkin busy.  Busy marking off a bucket list item that literally took every ounce of me - physically & mentally, took the #1 spot …

Where was I?

For a few weeks now, I've had this urge to write - but when I sit down with the laptop, it just never seems to come to me.  I hate feeling pressured to write, because when it's forced it doesn't seem genuine.  It's been 4 months since my last post & I think that I …

Divine Timing

Hello my friends!! My apologies for the crazy long space since the last time I posted.  Things have been busy...if you follow my social media accounts, you know that life has been hectic.  But thankfully, I am now in a place where I can breath a sigh of relief.  For a few months anyway. 😉 …

The things you’re not supposed to say

I'm technically not "saying" anything, i'm typing.  But you know what I mean.  Sometimes I have things that swirl around my mind....ideas, thoughts, projects & sometimes I leave them there because I always feel like when they're voiced out loud - it'll be bad juju.  Not sure if I have folks that have these "crazy …

Ruling your mind

Treatment #1 with the old oncologist office.  Treatment #1 thru 18 with Dr Chen In the last couple of weeks, I've had a few somewhat deep conversation with friends, family & acquaintances.  I THRIVE when i'm surrounded by people that I care about.  I don't think I really noticed that about myself until about 4-5 …

Remember when you asked what you can do for me?

Tomorrow, June 1st, marks 6 months since I've started chemo.  Already.  Isn't that just nuts?  My first treatment was on December 1, 2016. 1st Chemo Treatment - 12.1.16 - with my previous oncologist office I can remember from day one when all of this started, there was an outpouring of love, support & messages asking …

“What if this is it?”

Everything is so fast paced now days & most things are about instant gratification.  Pushing a button & videos pop up in a couple of seconds, an item is added to your cart, your purchase is complete & ready to ship, your pizza is ordered & on its way.  If only everything was that simple....like …

The looming uncertainty

It's been almost 3 weeks since my last post & can you believe that from then until now, I haven't  had any treatments really.  This last week was my 4th week off, even though i received a small dose of Herceptin & Prejeta at my appointment on Tuesday when I went to see Dr Chen …

It costs how much???

I'd like to preface this post by saying that this post is strictly MY experience.  I've said from the beginning of this journey that I wanted to be as open & honest as I can.  Most folks on my social media friends lists have met me in person at some point in my life.  There …