Most of us are at a space of feeling all kinds of things that we either didn't have time to acknowledge or just didn't want to face & having this time on our hands brings these things to the forefront & slaps you in the face. I feel like i'm in a constant spin cycle. … Continue reading At this moment
Shame in your game
I filed for unemployment on March 29th. I thought I'd just throw that right out there front & center. Because I sometimes wonder if folks are feeling some kind of way about having to apply for unemployment. This is the first time in my life that I've had to do this, as many others are … Continue reading Shame in your game
Shot Caller
Ok. Let's be real, who the hell is gonna be the one who has the final say that it's "safe to go out" in this situation? The president? The governor? The CEO of the company that I work for? And I'm not talking about for the companies to open up shop again. But for me … Continue reading Shot Caller
Profound Internalization
It's late. About 11:30pm on a Friday night. I've been staying up way too late the past few weeks. Last week I had a battle with myself about how I needed to start going to bed earlier. This week, my thoughts have shifted to "what for?" It's not like I'm working right now. It's not … Continue reading Profound Internalization
Uncomfortable
 adjective un·​com·​fort·​able | \ ˌən-ˈkÉ™m(p)(f)-tÉ™r-bÉ™l  , -ˈkÉ™m(p)(f)-tÉ™-bÉ™l, -ˈkÉ™m(p)-fÉ™r-tÉ™-bÉ™l, -ˈkÉ™m(p)-fÉ™-tÉ™-bÉ™l, -ˈkÉ™m-fÉ™r-bÉ™l, -ˈkÉ™m-fÉ™-bÉ™l\ Definition of uncomfortable 1: causing discomfort or annoyance; an uncomfortable chair; an uncomfortable performance 2: feeling discomfort : UNEASY was uncomfortable with them ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ There are hardly any situations that I find where I feel uncomfortable. If you put me in a room without anyone that I know, I'm 99% sure that I can find someone within the first 5 minutes & strike up a conversation. … Continue reading Uncomfortable
Power
pow·er  /ˈpou(É™)r/ noun 1. the ability to do something or act in a particular way, especially as a faculty or quality. "the power of speech" 2. the capacity or ability to direct or influence the behavior of others or the course of events. "she had me under her power" ~ * ~ * ~ * … Continue reading Power
Magic Mornings & almost turning 40
In the last blog post (found HERE), I finished it by writing that I had created something for myself that I'm absolutely loving & am unapologetic about. I nicked named my new morning thing - Magic Morning. It stems from the book The Miracle Morning & after following a few new folks on Instagram, I … Continue reading Magic Mornings & almost turning 40
Selfish is not a bad word
According to the last post - the last blogpost was just shy of a year ago. But looking back to this time last year - I was busy. So so so stinkin busy. Busy marking off a bucket list item that literally took every ounce of me - physically & mentally, took the #1 spot … Continue reading Selfish is not a bad word
Where was I?
For a few weeks now, I've had this urge to write - but when I sit down with the laptop, it just never seems to come to me. I hate feeling pressured to write, because when it's forced it doesn't seem genuine. It's been 4 months since my last post & I think that I … Continue reading Where was I?
Divine Timing
Hello my friends!! My apologies for the crazy long space since the last time I posted.  Things have been busy...if you follow my social media accounts, you know that life has been hectic.  But thankfully, I am now in a place where I can breath a sigh of relief.  For a few months anyway. 😉 … Continue reading Divine Timing
The things you’re not supposed to say
I'm technically not "saying" anything, i'm typing. Â But you know what I mean. Â Sometimes I have things that swirl around my mind....ideas, thoughts, projects & sometimes I leave them there because I always feel like when they're voiced out loud - it'll be bad juju. Â Not sure if I have folks that have these "crazy … Continue reading The things you’re not supposed to say
Ruling your mind
Treatment #1 with the old oncologist office. Â Treatment #1 thru 18 with Dr Chen In the last couple of weeks, I've had a few somewhat deep conversation with friends, family & acquaintances. Â I THRIVE when i'm surrounded by people that I care about. Â I don't think I really noticed that about myself until about 4-5 … Continue reading Ruling your mind