Clearing the Table

I've been feeling this pull to write again, for the last 3-4 weeks now. I had asked M at the beginning of the year if I could get a new laptop, but he convinced me that he could build me a desktop that would be far superior than any laptop. And that got accomplished 2 …

At this moment

Most of us are at a space of feeling all kinds of things that we either didn't have time to acknowledge or just didn't want to face & having this time on our hands brings these things to the forefront & slaps you in the face.  I feel like i'm in a constant spin cycle.  …

Shame in your game

I filed for unemployment on March 29th. I thought I'd just throw that right out there front & center.  Because I sometimes wonder if folks are feeling some kind of way about having to apply for unemployment.  This is the first time in my life that I've had to do this, as many others are …

Shot Caller

Ok.  Let's be real, who the hell is gonna be the one who has the final say that it's "safe to go out" in this situation?  The president?  The governor?  The CEO of the company that I work for?  And I'm not talking about for the companies to open up shop again.  But for me …

Profound Internalization

It's late.  About 11:30pm on a Friday night.  I've been staying up way too late the past few weeks.  Last week I had a battle with myself about how I needed to start going to bed earlier.  This week, my thoughts have shifted to "what for?"  It's not like I'm working right now.  It's not …

Uncomfortable

 adjective un·​com·​fort·​able | \ ˌən-ˈkəm(p)(f)-tər-bəl  , -ˈkəm(p)(f)-tə-bəl, -ˈkəm(p)-fər-tə-bəl, -ˈkəm(p)-fə-tə-bəl, -ˈkəm-fər-bəl, -ˈkəm-fə-bəl\ Definition of uncomfortable 1: causing discomfort or annoyance; an uncomfortable chair; an uncomfortable performance 2: feeling discomfort : UNEASY was uncomfortable with them   ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ There are hardly any situations that I find where I feel uncomfortable.  If you put me in a room without anyone that I know, I'm 99% sure that I can find someone within the first 5 minutes & strike up a conversation.  …

Power

pow·er   /ˈpou(ə)r/ noun 1. the ability to do something or act in a particular way, especially as a faculty or quality. "the power of speech" 2. the capacity or ability to direct or influence the behavior of others or the course of events. "she had me under her power"   ~ * ~ * ~ * …

Magic Mornings & almost turning 40

In the last blog post (found HERE), I finished it by writing that I had created something for myself that I'm absolutely loving & am unapologetic about.  I nicked named my new morning thing - Magic Morning.  It stems from the book The Miracle Morning & after following a few new folks on Instagram, I …

Selfish is not a bad word

According to the last post - the last blogpost was just shy of a year ago.  But looking back to this time last year - I was busy.  So so so stinkin busy.  Busy marking off a bucket list item that literally took every ounce of me - physically & mentally, took the #1 spot …

Where was I?

For a few weeks now, I've had this urge to write - but when I sit down with the laptop, it just never seems to come to me.  I hate feeling pressured to write, because when it's forced it doesn't seem genuine.  It's been 4 months since my last post & I think that I …

Divine Timing

Hello my friends!! My apologies for the crazy long space since the last time I posted.  Things have been busy...if you follow my social media accounts, you know that life has been hectic.  But thankfully, I am now in a place where I can breath a sigh of relief.  For a few months anyway. 😉 …

The things you’re not supposed to say

I'm technically not "saying" anything, i'm typing.  But you know what I mean.  Sometimes I have things that swirl around my mind....ideas, thoughts, projects & sometimes I leave them there because I always feel like when they're voiced out loud - it'll be bad juju.  Not sure if I have folks that have these "crazy …