Chapter 4 – Section 24

It's a beautiful almost 70 degree Sunday afternoon & I don't think the weekend could end on a better note. The past 2 weekends have been amazing in every sense. Missing a couple key players, but that's literally the only thing that could've made the weekends better. Last week, I began my 43rd season of …

Chapter 3 – Section 2

I can't believe we're already in March. What the hell happened to February? My anxiety with what is happening in the Ukraine is just crazy. I go to sleep late, I wake up out of a dead sleep - consumed. But this is how things go within me when difficult things are looming. This can …

Chapter 2 – Section 22

Today's 2's-day. So strange yet fascinating at the same time. Last week was filled with so much stuff. We did something or had something planned every single day except for Wednesday. Last Monday was Valentine's Day & babe took the night off, so we decided to hit order take out from a seafood boil place …

Chapter 2 – Section 11

It's been a minute since I've written. To be honest, I actually have written several times but didn't finish it therefore leaving them as drafts. Ah well. One day, I'm sure i'll go back to the draft to bring up the topic that was being written about. Nothing too exciting has been happening over here …

Chapter 1 – Section 20

I'm in a mood. It's 10:05pm on Thursday evening. Have you ever listened to Adele's Easy On Me loud? Like in headphones, loud enough to where your inner ear hairs are vibrating? Where it sounds like you're in the recording studio with her? Omg. It's beautiful. I mean, I know she's great but the piano …

Chapter 1 – Section 19

Today is my baby's 8th birthday. The years just keep flying right on by & I honestly don't remember much about how we were prior to her being here. Crazy how that happens. We've been in quarantine since Sunday since babe tested positive & it's been ok. A little lull at times, but eh, what …

Chapter 1 – Section 13

I'm going to have to swallow the fact that sometimes my "sections" are going to have to skip a day - merely because sometimes I write on the day, but speaking about the day before. So hopefully on this day, I can just be cool with what's happening & write about the current day that …

Chapter 1 – Section 8 & 9

I left off on day 7 & to be completely honest, days 8 & 9 followed suit. I remember the days when I used to jam pack my weekends to the brim & looking back on those times - I hate it. I hate that I did that. Because I know that I missed the …

Chapter 1 – Section 5 & 6

I skimmed over what I wrote on my last entry & laughed to myself at my closing line. I feel like I say that to myself all the time & then when I do something productive, it's always "damn I did good today!" At least my self talk is balancing out. So the evening that …

Chapter 1 – Section 2, 3 & 4 lol

Yesterday, I had this random thought...Day 1 for me. Day 2 for future plans. I definitely did whatever the eff I felt like doing yesterday, including sleeping in. Today, I started with sleeping in & am ending my evening tonight planning future getaways, planning for our finances, planning for things I'd like to purchase this …

Chapter 1 – Section 1

Last night, the last night of the new year, I was up pondering whether my one little word - was the right word. I had narrowed it down to 4-5 options. Each word had been dissected many times over in all different ways possible. I searched the meanings on Merriam Webster, looked at synonyms for …

Clearing the Table

I've been feeling this pull to write again, for the last 3-4 weeks now. I had asked M at the beginning of the year if I could get a new laptop, but he convinced me that he could build me a desktop that would be far superior than any laptop. And that got accomplished 2 …